Mother Ocean

...sorry, it's iinstrumental ;-)

 

Withered

roses are withered
the fear after all
forests of darkness
any others show
tell me, too
why I'm hungry to do

I'm feeling punished
sadness, too
body to body
tell me what you do

I'm flying once more
trying out some more

suddenly all's pronounced
I'm crying to others
tell me the way to you

 

The Play

Lonely on wide lea
Oh, brave I take heart
To turn me upside down
Emotions make me drown
I did not know this part of me

Emotions like birds
representing me
I`m scared of this creatures
And I hate it`s features
I just wanna flee

ref: Look over there!
There`s your hiding-place!
Run, run!!
But I won`t let you!

Peer out carefully
With the fear of pain
Fairy godmother,
see me and deliver me
Show me the way
out of the rain

ref: Look over there!
There`s your hiding-place!
Run, run!!
But I won`t let you!

 

Looking for Harmony

some fear is down, down where you're belonging to
some fear is down, never felt
where's the sin you need, what do you think about
where you're belonging to, there are some similar one
there's the one following me, some similar thoughts, thoughts
thoughts are unbounded
where's this part of me, where's the harmony
where's the fun - Hey, where's fun
where's the tear, any fear
where's the harmony, where's this part of me
where's the feeling 'bout, in love is sense
every sound counts you know
Where's this part in me, ever trusted me
beautyful coldness, stylish it shines- stylish it shines
It's so cold - frozen tears inside
won't trust - won't trust me
where's the harmony, where's this part of me
where's the fool, it's so cold and now
with a few naughty dreams
head full of ache, me and all the tears
feeling 'lone, words say nothing, words stay 'lone
any fun, any fun, fast, fast, fast
- you're alone - having none, where it's cold
you know the worth, certain if itÕs me
where's the sun, where's this part of me
it's so cold, it's so cold
Where's the harmony, where's this part of me
touch yourself, yourself inside
feeling down, whereÕs the fun, feeling 'lone
where's this part of me, love's so cold for me
when you've beaten trust
feeling 'lone, dreaming 'lone
feeling so lonely - before it get senseless, I... - NOT
Where's this heart of me, deep inside of me
leave allone, leave allone
Where's this part of me, love's no part of me
it's so cold, it's so cold
looking for harmony...
(repeat first part)
looking for harmony, stylish it shines...

 

I`m Dreaming

Show me the one, who`s telling me I`m dreaming
Show me the one, who tries to change my ways

turn my eyes around
turn them so the world is turned around
turn the eyes around
and look into the truth
turned around order is getting to chaos
turn around order and chaos is order

Show me the one, who`s telling me I`m dreaming
Show me the one, who tries to change my ways

Show me the one, who donÕt wanna dreaming
Show me the grey men, that are rubbing our time

Thoughts are free, so let them fly through our dreams
thoughts are free, so look at them, they are setting you free

If all my dreams are forced to fall
If all my ways are disturbed
If all my dreams are forced to fall
kill me, so kill me

Show me the one, who`s telling me I`m dreaming
Show me the one, who tries to change my ways

Show me the one, who don`t wanna dreaming
Show me the grey men, that are rubbing our time

Show me the one, who`s telling me I`m dreaming
Show me the one, who tries to change my ways

 

Awry

My mother`s ill, she`ll die soon
a friend is crying for his girl
- it`s cold inside and empty
some friends of mine are lost for ever
- are lost forever

We`ve cake at teatime
while the sun is rising
when black snow is falling
there`s nothing to do
- there`s nothing, nothing to do

We are living - so what
you have to cry if something happens
my eyes are dry and empty
my sisiter drowning in the lake
- drowning in the lake

We consume the new cost
while the mothers death set in
when soldiers are shot
there`s nothing to do
- there`s nothing, nothing to do

SO WHAT !!!

 

Kick Away

Flying birds flying through the sky
crashing down and catched by a cat
cutted into pieces
cutted into 1000 pieces

see the birds
catched by a cat
cutted into pieces
cutted into 1000 pieces

kicking their heads away
kicking my head away

see the blood around
the blood around
so red and brown on the ground
on the ground

kicking their heads away
kicking my head away

taste taste the blood around
blod taste now I say, now I say
taste the blood I say
blood taste like life
blood taste like life
It taste like life itself
like life itself
Blood taste like life

 

Fight Overload

I`m realizing my own

comparing frames of minds of minds like I`m in
I see many strange paralleles to other persons in
but
try for try
start and start
stumple and fall
stagger and roll

don`t fight
fight overload

token apart pieces of councels
syllables without any sense
I`m not the person to concret these trys
soaking and soaking their trys to help
soaking and soaking their trys to help

without the kick to throw ocerboard my own helplessness
getting into motion
is this the thing
try for try
start and start
stumble and fall
stagger and roll
from one depression into an other
getting up and start again
the old aim, the old aim

Fight overload

 

Headache

Looking for feelings, never existed
how to describe some persons silence
not to identify
drowning into minds of others
tapping into darkness
in the forest of my own thoughts
raining words splashing on the ground
never found
dying words become blurred in the flood of noices

Oh could I take myself to burn me in water

should I run away down an endless street
should I forget causes of my minds-bleed

- meaningd floating away -

sorrow and pain are melting away
it`s just what I need - I need is pain

just sorrow I feel
(it`s what I want to feel)
I forget what I`ve (ever) done
tears run away - run away
follow them - never to catch
feelings forgotten in the past

hold me, hold me, hold me
in your arms

 

Hypnotised

For the further
For the further time
See the dust of murderous thoughts
You leave burning
Feeling so HYPNOTISED

I saw this burning
but keep turning
believe - I didn`t stay
What is this I saw
What is this I won`t remind
When everything is trembling
really trembling
But I`m still kept hypnotised
- we still kept - `til once a time

Lovers falling strenght
my faith in you, which builts my foundation
falls in ruin - I fall
someone keeps the fire burn
but I`m still breathing
what maybe change even at this day
but never `til it`s time for
giving up dreams
an believers fire, and
some fire which hypnotised

we`ll turning
we`ll turning
turn back from hypnotised
strangeful horror, strangeful death
believe in , belive in burning
believe in turning
believe in - hypnotised

one day is awful, one day sun shines
one day is endless, even it seems so
once a day it will be so far
this hypno- this hypnotised
flames
they`re burning further
we`re burning deep inside
invisible for others
invisible for all time

believe in it! - hypnotised believe in it! - hypnotised

 

Tale Of Silence

You`ve closed your door
Tresspassing prohibited
Try to listen - hear nothing
Calling - no answer
Screaming - no answer
Where are you?
(Tapping - no noise)
You sit beyond the door
But you don`t answer - silence
(I don`t leave - I stay
Don`t call - don`t tap anymore)
And it keeps quiet. I wait
(No answer)
The door opens, you get out
Unmistakable you, but not you anymore
Or very you? Otherwise
Disfaced. Dreadful
Saying nothing and you don`t see me
Pass me with a staring look
You didn`t want to leave but you had to
Vanished...
(Behind the door all as exepted - but different)
Waiting for your return - afraid
(You close the door - don`t see me
Pass me)
I wanna cry as I see you
You hide in a wrong place
No word
Come to you - look at you
You see me and don`t wonder that I`m here
I take your hand - it means nothing to me
Just a tear-drop in your eye - it`s falling
Following with my finger
Drawing the lines of your disfigured face
Colours which don`t belongs to here
Enormously sad eyes
Want to drag you off the crate
You hold out your hands to me
And sink deeper and deeper in your chest
I remain seated
Lingering sounds swinging out of the depth

 

Flakes Of Personality

Tears seem frozen instead of fire around them
coldness fills your own emptyness
not one flame is to see

Tell me something nice but
you got rid of any dreams
I know

Alone in the middle of masses
it`s quiet
surrounded by loud noises

I wanna turn myself into someone else
but who is this I wanna be just different
just different...

I`m looking for this different person
and never the less me
where are you I`m looking for
- where are you I`m looking for

Waiting for you, you`ll never return
just some drops on my lips left
just somer drops are left on my lips

IÕm waiting for you - I`m waiting for you
Cold tears never reached my face

cold tears never reached my face...

 

Silent Fall

Then Silence turns
into my days and nights
...fade
fade to some smile
- a discusting smile

This Silence burns
through all of my days and nights
...burn
burns - burns my mind
and burns - burns my mind

Silence turns
into my days and nights
...

This silence turned
into my days and nights
this has turned
blood in my live, blood in my live

This silence changed my life...

 

Little Luise

...it`s hard writing lyrics for something instrumental